I saw my surgeon this morning ~ It was just supposed to be a Q/A session, but in the last week, I have developed a new problem that needs to be treated before we can move on the the already scheduled major surgery.
Crap.
So, I will be having "come & go/same day/ambulatory" surgery first thing Monday morning. I won't go into details, but the surgery (despite being considered minor) has a very painful recovery period. We don't yet know if we'll have to push back the date for the other surgery (Oct. 8th); it will just depend on how extensive he needs to be on Monday.
I SOOOOOOOOOOOO did not need this!!!
I don't like feeling so durn needy (who does?!!), but once again, I'm going to ask for any and all good thoughts/vibes/ hugs you have to spare...
This wimpy little nurse is feeling lonely and scared and more than a little weepy and out of control right now...
Why is it that I'm more comfortable with the idea of taking care of a patient who has just had open heart surgery than I am with being on the "other side" of the bed rails?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
12 hours ago
4 comments:
I'd say your feelngs have something to do with the fact you are only human (in spite of all those superpowers you have!). Go easy on yourself my friend.
HUGS & +ve vibes coming your way!!!!!!
You are just having a run of the bad luck aren't you? I am so sorry:-( Sending good thoughts and vibes your way.
Thinking of you and sending you hugs!
Good luck Bobbie!!!
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